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Name: Melissa
Birthday: 1/12/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: My life is my Beautiful Daughter Mieke. I love the band KoRn.....My friends and My family...I watch alot of Movies with my best bud Amy...
Occupation: Sales
Industry: Entertainment
Message: message me
AIM:  xxxastargurl
Yahoo:  sleepystar666
Member Since:
9/15/2004
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| I am in a wonderful relationship, n couldnt be happier. His name is Brice Robertson AKA bLuE... I am preggers with my 2nd child a lil boy that i am naming Silas R.J-Lukan Robertson. I am puttin Robert John in there because he was such a important part of my life, n things are not the same with out him.. n i am soo lucky to have a guy who understands all that n will let me do that... We are living in illinois right now, trying to get our life straight, we are young n still have alot to learn, n family can be the best way for us to do that.. i Just realized that i havent wrote shit in here since Aaron n that my life is so much better now n without him.... He wants to sign over his rights for Mieke. His exact words were "i dont want to pay for a daughter i never see" now know this he moved to tennesse 2 months before we actually moved to illinois so this is all on him, i dont care regardless, Mieke has a father figure in her life n she loves him alot. I just thought i needed to update this alil more. Gotta go give Mieke a bubble bathe!!! | | |
| I am so scared of what lies ahead and im weak i dont want to be strong. I have to though cause i was left with a baby and he comes when he wants and when she keeps me up all night cause she is miserable i get no sleep and he doesnt are cause he is off screwing any chick he can. he isnt the same and that is scary but i keep getting reminded everytime i see him that i wasnt good enough and just 4 the next girl u wont be either he will get tired of you too! But it is such a deep pain that no one else knows how it feels except maybe one person but he is gone now( i miss you) i didnt get to say goodbye to him cause we drifted apart but he will always be a big part of my heart. If everyone only knew the pain that i feel. But truthfully if u felt my pain u wouldnt be here u would of already killed yourself........ | | |
| It is so scary how much one person can change sooo much!
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|  | Currently Watching
V for Vendetta (Widescreen Edition)
By Natalie Portman, Hugo Weaving, Stephen Rea, Stephen Fry, John Hurt, Tim Pigott-Smith, Rupert Graves, Roger Allam, Ben Miles, Sin�ad Cusack, Natasha Wightman, John Standing, Eddie Marsan, Clive Ashborn, Emma Field-Rayner, Ian Burfield, Mark Phoenix, Alister Mazzotti, Billie Cook, Guy Henry
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Artist/Band: Dixie Chicks
Lyrics for Song: Not Ready To Make Nice
Lyrics for Album: Taking The Long Way
Forgive, sounds good.
Forget, I'm not sure I could.
They say time heals everything,
But I'm still waiting
I'm through, with doubt,
There's nothing left for me to figure out,
I've paid a price, and i'll keep paying
I'm not ready to make nice,
I'm not ready to back down,
I'm still mad as hell
And I don't have time
To go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
Cause I'm mad as hell
Can't bring myself to do what it is
You think I should
I know you said
Why can't you just get over it,
It turned my whole world around
and i kind of like it
I made by bed, and I sleep like a baby,
With no regrets and I don't mind saying,
It's a sad sad story
That a mother will teach her daughter
that she ought to hate a perfect stranger.
And how in the world
Can the words that I said
Send somebody so over the edge
That they'd write me a letter
Saying that I better shut up and sing
Or my life will be over
I'm not ready to make nice,
I'm not ready to back down,
I'm still mad as hell
And I don't have time
To go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
Cause I'm mad as hell
Can't bring myself to do what it is
You think I should
I'm not ready to make nice,
I'm not ready to back down,
I'm still mad as hell
And I don't have time
To go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
Cause I'm mad as hell
Can't bring myself to do what it is
You think I should
Forgive, sounds good.
Forget, I'm not sure I could.
They say time heals everything,
But I'm still waiting
[Thanks to katiemacintosh11@hotmail.com, leighanne_mataranglo@yahoo.com,
dgamboni@comcast.net, swool@mthamilton.us, snowprncess08@aol.com for lyrics]
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| Everything is wierd. I dont even know what to think anymore. I am a mommy. It doesnt seem like that can be real. And i never wanted to do it alone but "shit happens". Whatever i can do it. I am strong-ish. I think. I hope.
I need a better job but im use to this one and i dont think im ready for that big of change again. Ive had too many things to get use to already but i will find a better job sooner or later and then when child support comes me and Mieke will be ok.
Mieke has got teeth, 2 of them. they are so cute and when she smiles all u see is two teethers on the bottom. :) . She is truly what life is about.
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